I have this habit of leaving Tweetdeck open. Sometimes I tweet, other times I just read. Over the past week I was reading all of the Blissdom tweets. This is where the jealousy comes in to play. I would love to go to a conference. It sounds like it is overwhelming at first, but I would love to turn some of the URL friendships into IRL friendships.
Yes, I also want my blogs to grow and improve. I actually have a few things in mind for this one. I'm sure going to a conference would help me make the improvements I want. I have no desire to turn my blogs into a business, however I would not turn down the opportunity to make money through them. But I would like to feel more established.
Another contributing factor to this funk of mine is probably the weather. I am never as happy and as energetic in the winter months as I am during the warmer months. I blame the lack of sun and my inability to handle the cold. I found it amusing that I wrote a post the other day with a petition to bring back summer. Last night we get hit with an ice storm. Not enough signatures perhaps?
And tomorrow is ground hog day. I realize that the hoop-la over Punxatony Phil is all a bunch of crap. I honestly don't give much credibility to the event. It's just a bunch of drunkards standing around in the cold to watch men in suits and top hats pull a ground hog out of it's hole. Of course Phil will see his shadow When you shine a bunch of lights on something, there tends to be shadows! Dumbasses! But whether he sees his shadow or not, the cold, snow, and lack of sunlight are not going away soon enough.
Or I could just blame my funk on PMS!